When economy is doing badly or in downturn, we called it recession. But how bout human? When we’re in bad luck for quite some times d, or so called ‘soi’ time, is there any word to describe this period? I’ve suffering enuf this kind of life recently as everything just go against me lately.

 

From this semester onwards, my roommate n  I hv stopped cooking. We usually will eat downstairs neh  neh food (Indian food) or just cook meehun and weekends, we will just walk to desa there to hv a proper meal… Due to this, I seem to hv lost my appetite lately and lack of sleep cos I’m running out of time for revising… by having this kind of life for 1 week, my body has bcame weaken, and easy to get sick…. And now I got chicken pox!!! So now I hv a lot of time at home to write out whatever things that happen top me within these 2 weeks….

 

Last Mon (16/7) was the 1^st day of test, then Thu, Fri n Sat. It was a hard time for me… on the Fri b4 the Mon test, my god dad was admitted in hospital. Ok that’s fine for me as I think he should go for check up bcos it’s been quite a long time he hv stomach ache and cant eat this cant eat that, and he was seriously loosing his weight and now become thinner n thinner…. So better go for a check up….

 

After CR test on Mon, then straight back to home… started to feel boring with those foods cos other than cook meehun, then sure is neh neh foods, then started to lose my appetite. Most of the time I just can eat up to half of it then another half my dinosaur roommate will help me to finish it. I call her dinosaur not bcos of how she looks; she is much much more thinner than me, but she can eat a lot like dinosaur, just like that day, she can finish her nasi lemak ayam (which is quite a big pack tat diff from those bought from roadside) then still can help me to finish half of my meehun goreng pataya!!! But like this is gd la, at least she wont get hungry so fast n I no need to waste my food… that nite, I got a news tat really shock me, I was told by my secondary fren that our Bio teacher has passed away last Saturday cos of cancer… she was my bio teacher for 2 yrs, she was a nice teacher, she treated us very patiently. She never scold us and she hv her own way to guide us…. Though it’s been a long time I dint meet her, but she’ll always on my mind…. Hope she can rest in peace…..

 

After this shock news, I got another shock news at the same day. Bout an hr later, I rang my god bro n ask bout the condition of my god dad (daddy). He told me tat, my god dad has cancer in his stomach and need to be operated the next day. Wow… tat time I was so worry bout him. How u expect me to accept these 2 shock news at the same time. And some more my teacher has passed away cos of cancer… tat time I really afraid of ‘cancer’ this word. I hv realized how terrible cancer is. I can understand how’s the feeling of my fren whose family member are suffering cancer…. And now, my daddy is recovering after the operation, he can walk to toilet 2 days ago. Doctor said he can discharge within few days… thx GOD, the operation is successful, and now it just depends on my daddy. Daddy, we're always be with u and supporting u... pls dont gv up, we fight it together ya... hehe

 

oh ya, 1 more reminder to those that feel bit confuse. cos when i write in my msn that hope my daddy is ok, some frens ask how is my father. so pls allow me to explain here, my father is father/dad, my daddy is daddy. they are diff ppl... i hv 3 parents since i was small. other than father n mother who gave birth to me, i hv 2 more god mothers and fathers. i call them daddy, mummy, papa and mama... it's easier for them to differentiate who i'm calling when i was small... hehe

 

after test, a few classmate and i follow our fren BJ back Ipoh for his b'day party. Quite a lot of things happened there... wait for the next blog la... hehe... it's time to take my medic d....

 

歌手：东来东往

 

分手到底是不是你要的结果
给不了我太多还不准我难过
不知道是为了什么
还要把你无力的爱记得那么多
怎么放手

也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走
说我贱也无话可说


连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
要我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错

连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体就已经太执着
爱你是我错连结束也是我的错

林俊杰-会读书

灯不能熄灭熬过今夜
就能从书中逃回到这个世界
我我不明白这个年代
怎么还能说读好书就会发财好呆
爱我的爸疼我的妈
说了那么多你们明白吗
不是要反抗只是要你看
我不满的地方
读读读读读到书都想吐好想哭
怕怕怕怕怕老是背书好白痴
你你你你你只会说你要第一
我就快要发羊癫疯
不是每个人都会读书会读书
不厉害读书也不一定就会输
不是想要说我会读书不在乎
我只想要你能清楚

我我不明白这个年代
怎么还能说读好书就会发财好呆