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    March 13

    sharing~~~(email)


    The Moment you are in Tension
    You will lose your Attention
    Then you are in total Confusion
    And you will feel Irritation
    Then you will spoil personal Relation
    Ultimately, you won't get Co - Operation
    Then you will make things Complication
    Then your blood pressure may raise Caution
    And you may have to take Medication
    Instead, understand the Situation
    And try to think about the Solution
    Many problems will be solved by Discussion
    This will work out better in your Profession
    Don't think it's my free Suggestion
    It's only for your Prevention
    If you understand my Intention
    You will never come again to Tension



                                                          - 
    Bill Gates -

    December 27

    李宇春 - 漂浮地铁

     

     
     
    漂浮地铁
     
    歌手:李宇春
    作词:易家扬
    作曲:simon perry、niklas pettersson & mikael albertsson

    当半个地球外还有个你
    当世界下着雨我在这里
    在人海中旅行哪管天气
    但我们那一天变成记忆

    爱浪费一颗心多少力气
    天叫我要去看更多事情
    在未来中流浪没有目的
    我只剩一滴泪捏在心里

    we are half a world away
    让我坐上漂浮地铁走下去
    也想着你
    we are half a world away
    时间带走一切但是抛下一个谜
    它要我乘着风

    一公里的回忆飘成空气
    一双手要多苦才能弹琴
    分开两边的梦也有意义
    我往哪里飞没有关系

    穿过夜我飞过海
    地图上所有地方我都停一夜
    往事说别回来
    我也许可以
    half a world away
    让我坐上漂浮地铁想念你
    也忘了你
    we are half a world away
    再看天空一眼但是缺少一个你
    像云海里的风

    后来的我想起从前那个你
    come back to me
    we are half a world away
    后来的雨都像是在弹钢琴
    很美也很痛
     
    .
    November 01

    FrIeNdShIp 4eVa

     
      

    1999 ——-> 2008 ———> forever

    i hope our friendship will last forever and ever….

    Thanks to all of my friends that care for me, giving support to me all the time.

    i know i'm a trouble maker, thx u guys for ur help all the time..


    Sometimes it’s quite hard for me to build up a relationship with a stranger,

    but once we become friend, i hope our friendship will last forever.


    At last, thx Canus for preparing those video all the time…

    those video really help us to recall a lot sweet memories~~~

    October 30

    李圣杰 - 靠近




    靠近

    歌手:李圣杰
    专辑:收放自如

    走在人挤人的走道我问了自已
    没有爱情的人是否会长命
    那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜
    但是我不相信

    坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
    究竟应该继续还是该放弃
    没有人能了解我现在的心情
    想看你想躲你难以决定

    每当我想
    靠近 你总会装冷静
    眼看你的表情 仿佛已经说明
    我只想要证明 我们这段爱情
    也许在你眼里 它只是个游戏

    我只想要
    靠近 也很想要抱紧
    回想到那过去 和现在新的你
    我还想要参与 你的生活点滴
    只要你肯相信
    我一定会陪你走下去

    坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
    究竟应该继续还是该放弃
    没有人能了解我现在的心情
    想看你想躲你难以决定

    每当我想
    靠近你总会装冷静
    眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
    我只想要证明我们这段爱情
    也许在你眼里它只是个游戏

    我只想要
    靠近 也很想要抱紧
    回想到那过去 和现在新的你
    我还想要参与 你的生活点滴
    只要你肯相信
    我一定会陪你走下去

    能不能够让我再说我爱你
    还是你已不想听
    能不能够把你彻底的忘记
    我是真的搞不清

    每当我想
    靠近 你总会装冷静
    眼看你的表情 仿佛已经说明
    我只想要证明 我们这段爱情
    也许在你眼里 它只是个游戏

    我只想要
    靠近 也很想要抱紧
    回想到那过去 和现在新的你
    我还想要参与 你的生活点滴
    只要你肯相信
    我一定会陪你走下去
    只要你再相信
    我们会轻轻地靠在一起
    ~~end~~



    October 12

    右手边

     
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     光良 - 右手边

    词:徐世珍
    曲:光良
    ★ 卜超 制作

    静静地坐在你的身边
    还会有多少这样的时间
    我要迎着这窗外的光线
    牢牢的记住你微笑的侧脸

    我说了离别不会伤悲
    这是我对你唯一的欺骗
    因为我最喜欢你的双眼
    那么美 不适合掉眼泪

    你要好好的去飞 不需要对我想念
    我会默默地留下右手边的座位
    有一天 当你看过世界
    再决定你降落的地点

    而我也会继续地 奔驰在这长长的街
    左手边是我的心 右手边没有谁
    为了你再寂寞我都可以成全
    因为我相信 说过了再见
    一定会再见

    我说了离别不会伤悲
    这是我对你唯一的欺骗
    因为我最喜欢你的双眼
    那么美 不适合掉眼泪

    你要好好的去飞 不需要对我想念
    我会默默地留下右手边的座位
    有一天 当你看过世界
    再决定你降落的地点

    而我也会继续地 奔驰在这长长的街
    左手边是我的心 右手边没有谁
    为了你再寂寞我都可以成全
    因为我相信 说过了再见
    一定会再见

    你要好好的去飞 不需要对我想念
    我会默默地留下右手边的座位
    为了你再寂寞我都可以成全
    因为我相信 说过了再见
    一定会再见
     

     
    August 10

    James Blunt - Carry You Home

    James Blunt - Carry You Home

    Trouble is her only friend and he's back again
    Makes her body older than it really is
    And she says it's high time she went away
    No ones got much to say in this town
    Trouble is the only way is down, down, down

    As strong as you were
    Tender you go
    I'm watching you breathing
    For the last time
    A song for your heart
    But when it is quiet
    I know what it means
    And I'll carry you home
    I'll carry you home

    If she had wings she would fly away
    And another day god will give her some
    Trouble is the only way is down,down,down

    As strong as you were
    Tender you go
    I'm watching you breathing for the last time
    A song for your heart
    But when it is quiet
    I know what it means
    I'll carry you home
    I'll carry you home

    And they're all born pretty
    in New York City tonight
    and someones little girl
    was taken from the world tonight
    under the Stars and Stripes

    As strong as you were
    Tender you go
    I'm watching you breathing for the last time
    A song for your heart
    But when it is quiet
    I know what it means
    And I'll carry you home

    As strong as you were
    Tender you go
    I'm watching you breathing for the last time
    A song for your heart
    But when it is quiet
    I know what it means
    And I'll carry you home

    I'll carry you home


    June 26

    Lyric: Sempurna

    Lirik Lagu Gita Gutawa - Sempurna (OST LOVE)

    Kau begitu sempurna
    Dimataku kau begitu indah
    kau membuat diriku
    akan slalu memujamu


    Disetiap langkahku
    Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
    Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu
     
    *
    Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
    Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
    Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

     
    Reff:

    Kau adalah darahku
    Kau adalah jantungku
    Kau adalah hidupku
    Lengkapi diriku
    Oh sayangku, kau begitu
    Sempurna.. Sempurna..

     
    Kau genggam tanganku
    Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
    Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku
     

    Back to * 

     

    this is a song that recently a fren intro to me...

    the lyric is damn touched~~~

    this sing is dedicated by ABG KML to his lovely bini SLL aka xiao li, and also dedicted by Xiao Yang to his mek mek wife....

    wish they xin fu forever~~~

    cheers...............

    May 23

    Hope everything will be fine soon

    on saturday 26/4, i received a call from my bro, telling me that grandma was admitted in hospital too... oh no, not a bad news again. wat the !#$!$@.... y all these bad things happen at the same time? and i couldn't even get back to c them... 2 more papers to go.... faster finish pls.... it was the 2nd time that we had 2 family members admitted at the same time. my bro told me tat grandma fell down on tue and she refused to go hospital for check up and she couldn't get down from bed for few days after that. and finally my cousin manage to convince her to go for check up. she had a little crack over her pelvis there if not mistaken, if possible, the doctor said tat it need to be operated. but he said tat my grandma is quite and there may be certain risks there if operate and summore my grandma has high-blood pressure and diabetic... so he said further observation is required for few days n whether to operate will be decide then... my dad was staying in adventist and my grandma was staying in tanjong... so my dad took off the drip and get permission from doctor and walked over to tanjong to visit grandma. it's ald few days my grandma din c my dad as we usually will go grandma's hse after our dinner everyday. my aunt told her that my dad's boss came over to pg so my dad was bz bringing them here n there... my grandma also couldn't notice that my dad was hospitalized tat time cos my dad was trying to hide his hand behind all the time....

    on 2 May, i finally finished my exam and rush back pg without clear my stuff as i hv to move out from tar villa on mid of May upon expiry of my contract. all my plans with fren has to be canceled, wat sing k wat badminton all have to be canceled. it's time to go home. i hvn't visit my dad when he was hospitalized and now he was  finally discharged on 1 May. the doctor has also decide the date for operation as my grandma has agreed to operate. cos according to the doctor, if she doesn't want to operate, she has to lay on the bed at least few weeks and it takes longer time to recover. and the doctor also said that, for old ppl usually a lot of  illness will come to them if they din get up to move in 2 weeks time. so in these few weeks, all my family members are quite busy here n there. every time must hv at least 1 ppl stay over there to take care of my grandma. all my aunts include my mom also hv to take turns to 'duty' there... a week after the operation, my grandma finally was discharge. and now my grandma still couldn't walk. all my aunts as usual takes turn to take care of her but this is diff cos it's at home, it's easier cos no need to travel here n there anymore, and my grandma can watch tv in living room, get some fresh air in the garden with the wheelchair.

    And now, it's a month d... everyone at home has lost their weight, especially my aunts n dad. they r just like entering a keep fit program. getting thinner and thinner....  and me? getting fatter and fatter... not much can help, sometimes just help them to look after my little niece n nephew... hope everything will be fine soon...Red roseRainbow

    22 April 08

    22 April - 2 May : Final Exam
    On 22/4, finally settled the 1st paper ie, Moral... on that nite, my best fren hoong sms me. it make me stoned n shock for awhile. she asked me how's my dad as her mom told her that my dad may need to go for an operation... i just know tat my dad was not feeling well few days b4 when i back to pg, but never heard bout operation from my dad. i was doubt tat time, is it that my fren msg to wrong ppl? or my parents din plan to tell me as i was having exam till May? later on i gave a call to my fren n confirm it... oh gosh... that msg is for me, and she asked me my dad's current condition, how is he? how's the operation? when can he be discharged? where to visit my dad when she back to pg on weekends? i really dunno how to answer her and i also don wan her to know tat i still dunno all bout tat cos i worried tat later on she also will be same like my parents, try to avoid telling me bout tat so tat i can concentrate on my exam. but it's too late, this will make me think more if i din get update on it... i wan her to get the latest news from her mom n so she can update me anytime if my parents still insist for not telling me... after that, i gave a call to my bro n ask him, but he was also like me, he din even know anything, as he was working in kulim tat time.

    i was waiting for my dad's call tat nite, n he din call me up. n finally, mom gave me a call. she was working when she called me. i asked her where is papa and she said dunno, y din u call papa n ask him... i can feel tat smth wrong was there... but she still dint tell me anything.... then she gave me a call again after a few min. maybe my bro gave her a call n she knows that i also knew it d... she ask me whether i had call my dad. i told her nope cos i was outside, it's quite noisy there. so she ask me y i look for my dad, is there anything or not... i told her: how i know? u guy dint wan to tell me anything? then she laughed and finally tell me what had happened. she told me tat my dad has an infection in his liver and it cant be operate as its very risky bcos the infected area is very close to his artery. so he doctor gave my dad antibiotic and asked my dad to stay there a week for observation, and it's the only way to cure that infection. she asked me not to worry anything and just concentrate on my exam...

    the next day, i finally called my dad. the 1st sentence that i said: hey pa, stay at 5 stars hotel also din tell me ah... he laughed.... and he ask me how did i get to know bout this, n i told him that i hv a lot of spy over pg n ask him don ever try to hide anything from me... hehe... he guess n guess n finally he know who is that cos hoong is our 1st class reporter in fairy heights, her aerial is still very efficient even though she ald married to ipoh. we used to call her FM801 cos she always brings the latest news for us... after chit chat awhile with my dad and know his latest condition i just can feel a bit released... at least it's better than dunno anything. as it was exam week so i cant go back to visit him, we just can keep contact thru phone call at least once or twice everyday as i still need to go library to study...


    April 07

    Sharing : Never laugh at a Chinese

    Subject: Never laugh at a Chinese
    Chinese man walks into a bank in New York City and
    asks for the loan officer. He tells the loan officer
    that he is going to China on business for two weeks
    and needs to borrow $5,000.                          
                                           
                                                         
                        
    The bank officer tells him that the bank will need
    some form of security for the loan, so the Chinese man
    hands over the keys to a new Ferrari parked on the
    street in front of the bank. He produces the title and
    everything checks out.    
                                                         
                        
    The Loan officer agrees to accept the car as
    collateral for the loan. The bank's president and its
    officers all enjoy a good laugh at the Chinese for
    using a $250,000 Ferrari as collateral against a
    $5,000 loan.                    
                                                         
                       
    An employee of the bank then drives the Ferrari into
    the bank's underground garage and parks it there. Two
    weeks later, the Chinese returns, repays the $5,000
    and the interest, which comes to $15.41.        
                                                         
                        
    The loan officer says, "Sir, we are very happy to
    have had your business, and this transaction has
    worked out very nicely, but we are a little puzzled.
    While you were away, we checked you out and found that
    you are a multi-millionaire. What puzzles us is why
    you would bother to borrow $5, 000.The Chinese
    replies:                                             
     
                                                         
                        
    "Where else in New York City can I park my car for
    two weeks for only $15.41 and expect it to be there
    safely when I return."
    March 14

    Answer for the riddle

    ALGEBRA PRACTICE…

    Only skilled people can open this file.......once you succeed to open this
    file, you will find names of the people who have managed open this......
    Now it is your turn!
    I have solved this question. You can see my name in this file.

    A man wanted to get into his work building, but he had forgotten his code.
    However, he did remember five clues. These are what those clues were:

    The fifth number plus the third number equals fourteen.

    The fourth number is one more than the second number.

    The first number is one less than twice the second number.

    The second number plus the third number equals ten.

    The sum of all five numbers is 30.

    What were the five numbers and in what order?

    The answer unlocks the attachment above!

    If you will open the file, write your name on the list inside, and send
    this email to your friends to let them solve this riddle.
    Unfortunately i couldn't post the file over here. for those who hv received my email, u can hv a try~~~

    The code is 74658 

    March 09

    B'DaY @ Tar VilLa

    090308 – HaPpY BiRtHdAy OEX ~~~

    Erm…. Actually today got nth special, everybody also said better stay at home.

    Firstly, I wanna thx all those frens for their wishes in friendster, facebook, msn, sms and call. Thx a lot for remembering my b’day……

    Ok back to wat happen to me these few days. On fri which was 070308, my bro’s birthday but tat’s the day I cut my b’day cake too~~~ hehehe…. Dunno tat b’day guy got any cake to cut anot… hehe… ok now, on fri, it was my bro’s b’day but how come I’m the 1 tat cut the cake? Hm… let me rewind back my memory….

    Tat day my lecture supposed to end at 6pm, but maybe due to heavy rain n the next day is Election Day, our lecturer decided to let us back earlier as some of the student need to rush back hometown….

    Dinner time - as usual, went out for dinner with tar villa fellows… the diff is yen ling n jia ling also joined us tat day bcos only left YL at home tat night and she wanna out to enjoy till the next morning, so she planned to ask me n JL out with her. 7 of us were having our dinner at Station 1, and there r several plans in mind but we still dunno where we gonna headed to cos I was not sure whether to join them or not cos I hv promised to join hui xin n kit poh to Genting the next morning.

    At tat time when I was wondering of whether to join JL n YL out, here comes the worry for 4 of my fren in Tar Villa, liyliy, Hui Sunn, Wei Keat n Lai Sheng…. I dunno y they hv such cute thinking. They worry tat I will be very bz celebrating my b’day on sat n sun with other frens so they decided to celebrate with me on fri night. They worry tat I will follow JL n YL out and they cant celebrate with me. So when my mom called me during our dinner, they quickly take the chance to signal JL n YL not to ask me out. So after I answered the call, JL just told me, gal u better go home n rest d la since the next day u wanna go genting with frens. So I just told her if I confirm not going to Genting the next day, I will just join them up some where else. JL n YL not joining them to celebrate my b’day cos they will celebrate with me at 10pm cos they hv to wait for k.poh as her parents came to KL these few days, and it was too late for them to go out after that.

    So the time when I reached home after dinner, poh also act like nth n just told me tat she just finished her dinner with mom at desa cos her dad was having dinner with boss. At tat time I still dunno wat will be going on. After that, ah shen came over my hse to install some program for my notebook but actually he was spying on me, he is the 1 tat keep on sms with them wat am I doing while they were preparing my b’day cake. Suddenly i saw someone’s hand switched off my light, I tot it was tat wu liao poh kacau me. But suddenly I heard someone singing b’day song at my door there n I saw candle light.

    I was quite shock tat time as my b’day still hv 28 hrs to go….. tat night we chit chat till 2am, it was a memorable day for me. And our next plan was – since the next day was Election Day, we all plan to stay at home n wait for the result, watching live from TV.

    January 26

    LyRic : Lelaki Ini, Bila Resah

    Lelaki Ini by Anuar Zain

    Lirik/Tajuk Lagu: Lelaki Ini
    Penyanyi/Artis: Anuar Zain

    Kasih, kenanganku
    Ingatkah saat saat dulu
    Kasih, apakah dirimu
    Merasakan semua itu

    Ke mana pun langkahku pergi
    Ku masih melihat bayanganmu cintaku
    Dan kemana pun arah anginku berlari
    Hati ini masih kau miliki

    Lelaki ini yang selalu mencintamu
    Selalu, tanpa ragu
    Lelaki ini yang selalu memuja
    Hanya dirimu
    Yang bertakhta dalam sanubariku
    Sanubari ku
    Aku yang mencintakan mu
    Hanya dirimu…

    Karena cintaku, tak berbatas waktu
    Karena cintaku, tak mengenal jenuh hatimu
    Hatimu…




    Bila Resah Lyrics by Anuar Zain


    Selagi kita berkasih sayang
    Takkan kumungkiri janji
    Bersamamu selamanya
    Adakah kau pun begitu?
    Menghargai perasaan hati yang suci
    Bila resah
    Ingat saat indah
    Bila rindu
    Kunyanyikan lagumu
    Sehari kurasa bagaikan setahun
    Menunggu tibanya oh bahagia
    Oh kini
    Ku tak lagi sendiri
    Kau telah pun kembali di sisi
    Berdua menghadapi
    Segala rintangan ini
    Kuyakini keikhlasan cinta kau beri
    Kita saling mengharapkan
    Agar terus (bersama)
    Melangkah menuju arah
    Yang takkan menghancurkan kita


    January 23

    FMC再见~~~不对,还是别再见了!!!

    Financial Management & Control ---- 终于彻彻底底结束了。。。 能不能及格,现在也改变不了事实了。
    当我开始回答时,觉得这次的考题还不错,多多少少也会回答。
    1小时,2小时。。。 就轻轻松松的过了。 到最后1小时回答part A (50m)时,还是那么轻松。
    式着提醒自己做快点 ,但到了最后半小时时, 发觉还有一大半的part A 还没做。
    最后得放弃一些问题了。。。 这就是不好好珍惜时间的后果。。。。
    和朋友吃完午餐后,回家休息。。。。
    感觉今天好灰哦。。。。 灰心。。。。 为何会有这样的感觉呢???
    过后不知不觉地走进厕所,开始洗起厕所来。。。。 出了一身汗,感觉好轻松了。。。
    洗完厕所后还在房间做起streching来。。。。 哇。。。。 舒服得多了~~~~~
    冲了冷水凉。。。。 感觉又是新的一天, 加油吧。。。 明天还有一张test。。。
    希望明天会回答吧。。。。。。
    January 21

    Overcoming the Worry Gene By MELINDA BECK

    When Fretting Is in Your DNA: Overcoming the Worry Gene


    HEALTH JOURNAL By MELINDA BECK

    January 15, 2008; Page D1


    Worry warts often believe they inherited their tendency to stew from their parents. Biology does play a role, research suggests, but there are things you can do to break the cycle of agonizing.

    Researchers at Yale have identified a gene mutation for "rumination" -- the kind of chronic worry in which people obsess over negative thoughts. It's a variation of a gene known as BDNF that's active in the hippocampus, an area of the brain involved in thinking and memory. In a study of 200 mothers and daughters published in the journal Neuroscience Letters last month, the Yale scientists found that those who had been depressed in their youth were more likely to be ruminators and to have this particular variation of BDNF.

    The discovery adds to a growing body of evidence that depression involves an inability to control negative thoughts, not just excess emotion, says psychologist Susan Nolen-Hoeksema, one of the Yale investigators. And just because rumination has genetic roots doesn't mean it's inescapable, she says. "People can learn to stop these thought processes and have better emotional health."

    Some successful professionals find that worry works for them. Imagining everything that might go wrong, and preparing for it, is known as "defensive pessimism."

    "I spend all day thinking of ways to gain an advantage over my adversaries, and I assume they're doing the same thing," says Victor Bushell, a partner at Bushell, Sovak, Ozer & Gulmi LLP. "If that was your job description, wouldn't you be worried?"

    Other people use worry as a kind of magical shield -- if they worry that the plane will crash, it won't. It doesn't, ergo, they have to worry on every flight.

    Worrying also seems to be part of some people's personalities. "I've been furrowing my forehead forever -- you could pick me out in kindergarten," says Pam Abramson Grisman, who runs a custom-writing business in Mill Valley, Calif. "These days, I worry about my parenting. Prior to that, it was focused completely on the workplace. Prior to that, it was, 'Am I cool enough to live?' "

    But worrying is wearying, she says: "It's like chronic pain, and ultimately it doesn't shield you anymore. It becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy. Then you have a heart attack."

    Chronic worry can, in fact, lead to a variety of health issues, including headaches, gastrointestinal problems, high blood pressure, anxiety and depression, studies have shown. Rumination, which focuses more on past events than future what-ifs, has also been linked to binge eating, binge-drinking and self-harm. Ruminators may be subconsciously trying to stop their harmful thoughts, says Dr. Nolen-Hoeksema. "Disengaging is really, really hard -- you see that in their neural activity and in their behavior," she adds. But studies have shown that doing something distracting for just 10 minutes can break the cycle and help people tackle problems more effectively.

    Techniques from cognitive-behavioral therapy can also help worriers stop the kind of thinking that just makes them miserable.

    "It's all about finding the balance between productive and unproductive worrying," says psychologist Robert L. Leahy, director of the American Institute for Cognitive Therapy in New York City. "Say to yourself, 'Is this worry leading to a To Do list?' If it doesn't lead to some action on your part today, set it aside."

    He suggests literally reserving 20 minutes a day to worry. If you can postpone worrying, you are exercising control over it, rather than letting it control you.

    And learn to accept some risks. "Worriers feel a tremendous intolerance for uncertainty. They get the idea that worrying can eliminate it. But you can't prepare for everything," Dr. Leahy adds. He also suggests a simple "exposure" technique: Practice saying or writing whatever you fear most, such as, "the plane is going to crash" or "I'm going to lose my job." "Repeat it over and over again slowly, like a zombie, and the fear will begin to subside," he says. Eventually, "you'll just get bored with it."

    This journal is quite important to me as i felt that sometimes i also hv a minor depression, lacking confidence..... so i would like to share this journal with u guys. hope it helps...... the following are some other related references too, it's stated at the same page of this journal.

    For more on how to stop worry from taking over your life, see these books:
     "The Worry Cure," by Robert L. Leahy, Ph.D.
     "Women Who Think Too Much," by Susan Nolen-Hoeksema, Ph.D.
     "Eating, Drinking, Overthinking," by Susan Nolen-Hoeksema, Ph.D.

    This journal was taken from :
    (http://online.wsj.com/article/SB120035992325490045.html?mod=yhoofront)

    January 12

    HairCut & Pizza

    1,2,3,4.... erm... 4 days ago, i hv change my hairstyle back to few yrs ago, the 1st time i straightened my hair when i was in Diploma. but it is shorter compared to that time. all this began on last tuesday. that day, poh n i actually planned to study at library after my class at 12pm. but by the time i've finished my lecture, i gave her a call. i hv gave her a choice since she said she lazy to go library. i said, since today i end my class so early, y not we go to cut our hair. bcos it would be late if we go to cut after exam, and it's very near to CNY. there's still some time for us to 'rescue' our hair if we cut it now if we dont like the new style as there's still a month to go to CNY. so she made up her mind to join me. from the 1st thought of 'cutting' our hair,  i end up straighten my hair n she ended up perming her hair.... for me, that's ok bocs b4 i back from coll, i've told my fren either i cut it or i straighten it. the surprised is that poh who hvn't ready to perm her hair, and plan to perm few months later had ended up like that after a few min talk with that so called 'yengz' uncle. Poh said he looked so yengz so she decide to listen to his advice...

    By the time we reached Tar Villa, all our frens were waiting for us at downstairs 'nene' stall bcos it was raining and we planned to eat there. omg, their reaction really 'over' !!! after laughing for few min, they finally say smth.... some of them said my hairstyle looked like 'Hacken Lee'.... hahahaha  not bad la, i still can accept it, i look like Artist wor.... no big deal man.... for Poh, hm..... they all said not bad, look nice too. but they kacau her said she has upgrade to 'aunty' status. our Tar Villa has new member in 'aunty'  status now... so she quite upsad bout it. she said among her fren, she ald looked quite matured, after she perm her hair now.... sure bcom more 'lau E'..... Poh ah, nvm la, lau ma lau lo... no matter how, u also our dearest 'Kakak' la........[eh kakak, pergi cuci tandas la....] hahaha... as long as u like it then ok d la, rite? 1 of ur fren also said not bad wat, u look like OL... just tat u said his 'taste' usually 'special' ly ma.........

    Yesterday nite, my bro finally came to visit me. these few days he applied for leave and came down to KL with some frens to shop and meet up some old schoolmates. so my mom asked him to bring smth for me. we met at wangsa lrt station after my class at 6pm. afterwards we went to hv dinner at JJ, yummy yummy, i finally can eat the Gordon Blue in Secret Recipi d..... erm.... not bad la, mai hiam toh beh bai la..... just tat their service is still the same, slow like snail, even if u approach to the counter to pay, they also can treat u like 'invisible man', let u stand there watching them doing their snail work and one of them even worse, stand next to the cashier and look here look there assumed no one in front of them. TERUK man.......... after our dinner, we hv a walk in JJ and then the Livin Cabin next to lrt station. after that we walked back to Tar Villa bcos he said he wanna on9.

    ard 10 smth, my bro and i + poh walk to desa again. my bro will be going back by lrt then i accompany poh to buy some bun. she said that she wanna save money d, so she wanna buy some bun for today's lunch. after bought her buns, we stopped by the stall next to lrt station. the Ayam Dara smell nice man... so poh decided to buy the kepak ayam dara, without rice. after that, she asked the lady berapa, but we couldn't hear clearly, so she pay the lady RM5, the lady gave back 50cen to her then continue her work. but our fren, poh is still waiting there, then the lady ask her 'ya? nak apa lagi' then poh say 'tadi saya bayar RM5' then the lady replied, 'ya, betul. saya bg balik 50cent la, ayam tu RM4.50' then poh and i faster walked away embarrassedly.... kesian poh ni, wanna saved money but end up buying a RM4.50 kepak.... i think she will never buy from that stall anymore... hahaha... when we went home, she almost swollen the bones as it so expensive.... hahaha and today her lunch end up eating Pizza Hut with us... another terrible thing is that one of our fren who just finished his economy rice also joined us to eat pizza. he ate more than us!!! he just finish his 'zap fan' and then took 2 pieces of large pizza and 1 piece of regular pizza, 1 chicken soup and garlic bread too....... omg, i really wonder wat's inside his stomach.... just 2 words to describe... 'kong bu'

    Short story for sharing

    Short story for sharing...
    i copy this from the comment box from "No One Feels Sorry for Someone Who Feels Sorry for Himself"

    The Determined Donkey

    One day a farmer’s donkey fell down into an old abandoned well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn’t worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then to everyone’s amazement, he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well, and was astonished at what he saw.

    With every shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkeywas doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer’s neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and trotted off! Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a stepping stone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up.

    December 29

    Lyric : What Do I Do With My Heart

    This is one of the song from the new album of The Eagles....
    The lyrics are so meaningful....

    What Do I Do With My Heart  Red heart  By Eagles

    You don't have to say a word
    I can see it in your eyes
    I know what you wanna say
    It's so hard to say goodbye

    I can hold back my tears
    And try to be strong
    While our love is fallin' apart
    I know what I'll say
    If you walk away
    But what do I do
    What do I do with my heart?

    I'm not gonna say a word
    I know I can't change your mind
    You know where you need to go
    I know I'll be left behind

    I won't hold you back
    I won't stand in your way
    If you need to make a new start
    But I still wanna know
    When my arms let you go
    What do I do
    What do I do with my heart?

    Oh, girl, don't you remember?
    It was not so long ago
    We were makin' plans for two
    Just me and you
    Now you tell me that you've found somebody
    Someone who loves you better
    No one could ever love you
    The way I do

    Tell me you're not leavin' now
    Tell me you're not leavin'
    Tell me that you're gonna stay
    Please say you'll stay with me, baby
    Tell me that you love me still
    Say you love me still
    For this and this alone I pray
    Fall down on my knees and pray

    I'll do anything
    Yes, I would
    To save what we have
    To keep you by my side
    I'll love you 'til death do us part
    But what do I do
    What do I do
    When I'm still missing you?
    What do I do
    What do I do with my heart?

    Wink


    October 12

    i'm full......

    it's 12am smth now... i justback from supper with god bro n his wife... today is the 5th day i'm in pg, n tonight is the 2nd time he treat me seafood.... he told me tat the balitong of the stall called 'wong fei hoong' at esplanet 1 very nice. 2 days ago we + our mummy ate at diff place so tonight he bring me to esplanet n try the wong fei hoong's dishes... we waited for quite long just now, the ppl that serve us told us that there's some prob with the stove so he takes longer time to cook. wait foe so long n finally the balitong is ready to be served. when it came... ops... it;s not the same with the 1 tat my god bro mentioned.... the source he cooked tonight was diff, erm... maybe the ori souce has finished kua...
     
    oh ya, wanna talk bit bout their wedding ceremony n dinner....
    we couldn't deny the 'sang kek um' wqs really an expert la... her mouth just like m16... it cant be shut once it's open.... bla bla bla.... onger than train.... uncle has pasted a few short video in youtube to show our cousin  in oversea that couldn't back for this ceremony... the link in youtube is:
     
     
    wat de ........... !@#$%&^%$
    this msn blog so lousy! i cant upload any pics here... i tried thousands times d since yrs ago...
    eventhough i hv install the stupid program, after loading it also fail!
    nvm la, if interested go to my multiply la, i post there....
    multiply email: exin86@yah.com 
     
     
    October 10

    am i a trouble maker???

    hm...... recently i gave a lot of trouble to my frens around me.... so pai seh to them la....
    at 1st, on 5th oct 11.50pm, i gave a call to irene n ask her, is there any cake hse that still open at the time bcos i suddenly felt bit pity my fren, h.sunn that hv to be alone for her 21st b'day in tar villa... still left 10 min n it's her b'day on 6th. so irene n i decided to take a try at the nearby paradise cake hse, cos irene said there's 50% chance that the shop still yet to close. so we quickly rush to there by h.yong's bike.... on the way, we saw those jpj staff were preparing for the midnight 'road block', ops... u know wat irene told me? she told me tat she found tat she hvn't renew her licience! but we ald on the way heading to them. haha luckily they were just preparing their stuff along the roadside n hvn't start to check. phew.... wat a shock ya.... after celebrate with h.sunn, i straight to bed after hanging those clothes tat i just finished washing b4 i went out to paradise... i hvn't start to pack my stuff tat time, n i decide to pack it the next morning...
     
    2nd, another fren tat i ma fan is C.Chia, thx for fetching me to central market. after packing all my stuff, i found tat it was quite heavy ler... cos i hv to bring my heavy notebook back to pg for my bro to format. i really cant imagine how am i gonna carry all those stuff to central market by lrt n with my 'bus 11'... so at the end i make up my mind to gv C.Chia a call n ask whether she can let me tumpang her car to put both my heavy bag in her car as she usually will drive to there with her hsemates.... but tat day i was quite lucky, 3 of her hsemates had gone back n she asked us to join them instead of just putting my bag in her car.... so at the end i 'kao bin poi' say ok n thx... n h.sunn n me no need to walk so far to lrt station.... haha
     
    3rd, i need to tumpang my god bro's fren back to pg as he will be driving back to pg for my god bro's wedding. although i knew him for long time ago since i was small, but we hv lost contact with each other for some times d.... so bit pai seh to tumpang his car as his parent will be follow him back to pg as well.... but it's the only way i can back to pg b4 sunday morning. so.... i hv to la....
     
    4th, thx to h.xin n m.ling tat accompanied me wait for god bro's fren to fetch me late at night.....
     
    ok... the story is smth like this.....
    after i finish my final on 26th sept, i stayed in kl till 6th oct as i hv smth to do till tat day. after settled all the stuff at 9pm tat night, i need to rush back penang as my god bro's wedding is the next morning.... so tat night i tumpang his best fren's car back. the prob is that his fren, C.Aik is a photographer, n that night he has a job at Tai Tong Restaurant around Subang Parade there... n i hv a choice to meet him either at station kelana jaya around 11.40pm or meet him at Subang Parade around 11 smth too.... omg, i nvr out alone late at night n i really doubt bout the safety in kl.... erm... at the end, i make up my mind to 'ma fan' my fren.... h.xin.... hehe... thx a lot to her, she really helps a lot n she gonna fetch me to Tai Tong!!! so i can back to pg earlier....  
     
    so after i finished my stuff at 9 smth, i need to meet h.xin and another fren, m.ling who accompany her at Bangsar Village. where is it huh? erm.. nvr heard it b4 n i just know bangsar station is the next station after kl central. when i reach bangsar, i need to take taxi to bangsar village, a shopping complex. well.... it's time for me to travel around at night n figure it out myself... haha..... actually it's quite easy if we willing to open our mouth n ask... then just get in the taxi n headed to the destination... yeah! finally i reached there n meet h.xin n m.ling..... we hv a walk in the complex n around 10 smth, we headed to Subang Parade.... finally we reached Tai Tong there around 10.35pm... there's a lot ppl started coming down from the wedding dinner. but our mr cameraman ask us to wait for awhile as he hvn't settle down all his stuff.... so we chit chat in the car while waiting for him... chat chat chat... suddenly both of them said wanna charge him for waiting him for so long in the car as both of them ald very tired, but actually tat time i quite pai seh to both of them, bcos i'm the 1 tat need their accompany n they suppose to charge me la in fact..... n finally C.Aik ame down, it was around 11.25pm.... both of them finally can go back to zzz....  hey thx ya, find a day we go redbox ya, i'll treat u guys.....
     
    erm... around 11.45pm, we finally reach his hse in shah alam n pick up his parents there. after packing, we started our long midnight journey at 12.05am like tat.... n we reached pg at 4am....  wah... finally i can take a short rest on my bed as i hv to wake up earlier n meet my god bro for breakfast at 7smth. but at the end, i woke up around 7.30am when i received a phone call from my god bro. actually he also cant wake up on time n wanna ask me to fetch him a bit later than the earlier time tat we decided but at the end, i'm the 1 tat woke up late n dont hv time to hv breakfast together with them.... hehe
     
    p/s: thx again to all of u........ recently really gv a lot trouble to u guys.... thx again n i really appreciate it..... i think i still miss up someone to thx, i dint write it here, but hope u wont angry ya....